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Dealing with negative self talk

 Hi! It's August! I have been doing good. I have only one final assessment left then I can tweet done first year degree!! So based on my previous post you might assuming my youtube channel is growing hahahaha guess what, the determination is faded as soon as i uploaded the third video. Maybe because i think the content is quite boring. Nothing interesting in my life. Nothing extravagant. I'm living a plain life. See, this is sort of negative self talk right? idk I wanna continue doing it but thinking of lesser audience day by day makes me feel discourage :( haih at first I was thinking I'm doing it to improve my editing skills but I can't deny that I love showing my unpretty face and talking about random things. LOL. People keep saying I'm confident actually I'm not. I will be like this for a few days and i will back to normal soon so don't worry much, I'll be okay :) Something to ponder... recently, someone I know is gone forever. He was younger than me...