Hello August? Seems like i'm gonna update the blog once a month. It's not that i'm not interested in blogging anymore but to really makes it as one of my hobbies kinda yeah i can say i'm lazy. You know what, i really love to write but only when that 'feels' come and hit me. The 'feels' come once a month i guess. Okay, moving on...
31 July was the day which decide my destiny. It's UPU result for degree! The wait is over......finally! Quite surprised with the result because it was so so so unexpected. I'm going to UPZE (Not a real spelling. If you understand, that's good) Guess I'm back in Perak again.....It's been a while....The last time was 2015. I studied at MRSM which located in Perak too. The course is Psychology. I HAD TO LAUGH. I remember joking with my mom to be a counsellor one day. Maybe during that joking was made is the best timing to make du'a. But seriously, sis is soooooo not ready for this. I have one month to prepare mental and physical. Tried my best to accept what Allah gave because i don't want to feel unhappy for 4 years. 4 years. What a long years. Can she made it and come back with a degree cert (First Class)? *SIGH*
I just have two wishes. One is to be happy during my degree years. Just like my diploma years, I was so happy because i was surrounded with good people but too bad i'm not happy with what i'm studied. This time i want to be happy with both. Good people and Enjoy studying. Am i greedy for asking both? Please Amin for me. The last one is to be able to make my parents proud of me. Amin one more time for this wish too. Looking through my calendar and it's accurately 2 weeks left. I'm scared. I'm going far again. I want that 4 years to pass as quick as possible but suddenly i realise my age.....if Allah wills, i might be 25. Adulting is scary and lonely. It breaks my heart to watch my parents growing older. Omg, i'm feeling emotional.
I keep writing about college. Sorry not sorry my mind is full with it. So my very long holiday's gonna over in 2 weeks. Looking back, I can't believe i've been working at the shoe shop for almost 6 months. I remember I was joking about being a promoter with my mom & it really happened. I guess joking timing was quite amazing. Maybe i can joke about having a big house & married to someone rich later. I hate farewell. I'm going to bid goodbye to my colleague soon. Somehow i feel sad because they were too kind to me. They took care of me and really nice. I don't want to talk much because it's going to be a long paragraph and i started to feel sleepy. Tomorrow is my day off so that's why i can stay up late tonight.
Till here, xoxo.
31 July was the day which decide my destiny. It's UPU result for degree! The wait is over......finally! Quite surprised with the result because it was so so so unexpected. I'm going to UPZE (Not a real spelling. If you understand, that's good) Guess I'm back in Perak again.....It's been a while....The last time was 2015. I studied at MRSM which located in Perak too. The course is Psychology. I HAD TO LAUGH. I remember joking with my mom to be a counsellor one day. Maybe during that joking was made is the best timing to make du'a. But seriously, sis is soooooo not ready for this. I have one month to prepare mental and physical. Tried my best to accept what Allah gave because i don't want to feel unhappy for 4 years. 4 years. What a long years. Can she made it and come back with a degree cert (First Class)? *SIGH*
I just have two wishes. One is to be happy during my degree years. Just like my diploma years, I was so happy because i was surrounded with good people but too bad i'm not happy with what i'm studied. This time i want to be happy with both. Good people and Enjoy studying. Am i greedy for asking both? Please Amin for me. The last one is to be able to make my parents proud of me. Amin one more time for this wish too. Looking through my calendar and it's accurately 2 weeks left. I'm scared. I'm going far again. I want that 4 years to pass as quick as possible but suddenly i realise my age.....if Allah wills, i might be 25. Adulting is scary and lonely. It breaks my heart to watch my parents growing older. Omg, i'm feeling emotional.
I keep writing about college. Sorry not sorry my mind is full with it. So my very long holiday's gonna over in 2 weeks. Looking back, I can't believe i've been working at the shoe shop for almost 6 months. I remember I was joking about being a promoter with my mom & it really happened. I guess joking timing was quite amazing. Maybe i can joke about having a big house & married to someone rich later. I hate farewell. I'm going to bid goodbye to my colleague soon. Somehow i feel sad because they were too kind to me. They took care of me and really nice. I don't want to talk much because it's going to be a long paragraph and i started to feel sleepy. Tomorrow is my day off so that's why i can stay up late tonight.
Till here, xoxo.
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