3 days more and we can say goodbye to 2020. I will just cut to the chase because I have class at 11 and now it is 10 am. 2020 has been a hard year for everyone including me. As a student, we struggle with online classes and abundance of assignments. I have to deal with online class for two semester that concludes one year of my degree life. We still don't know if next semester gonna be online or not, I just prat for the best. I said I want to cut to the chase hahahah but a bit of life update, I'm in week 11 and overwhelmed with all the deadline. I was demotivated last night and chose to sleep early and woke up with anxious. Do you think I can survive this semester? I have no hopes for this semester. I don't care anymore, I just want it to end faster.
Back to the headline, achievement huh? Well, it has been a rough year but that doesn't mean I did not achieve anything. The biggest achievement is self-development. Earlier this year, we have been surprised with the quarantine and I survived quarantine in my rental house for almost 2 months. As far as I can recall, that was the longest period I have been away from home. Well, that counts right? since I have to deal with my mental stress. Only God knows, what I have been through during that period. Next, I launched my youtube channel. It was the bravest thing ever. As an introvert, I am not comfortable with such exposure since I took personally on what people might judge me, if that makes sense. I always care about what people could think of me. That was my toxic trait. actually still is. But this is like my first step to overcome it.
Other than that, taking reading as a serious hobby. Every new year, I will always have that rough goals/resolutions. Like, I'm just saying that this year imma read more books, but actually no step taken towards it. 2020 is the year which I explore and discover a lot about books. I managed to restore my feelings towards books. I started with reading wattpads and then watching booktubes. I adore their passion for books. I envy that. I used to be a book collector as well. Then, I started to discover bookstagrammers from various countries. I also found a platform where bookworms share their reviews and rated books. It is like a community platform for bookworms. I joined this platform in July 2020 and started the 2020 reading challenge with 10 books to be completed. I am so thankful for this experience that God allows me to feel.
Oh, before I forgot, I can also edit videos now! Like I have zero knowledge about it before but due to so many video assignments forced me to learn how to edit. I am so grateful for this new knowledge. Besides, I also bought a new iphone SE in Jun 2020. I paid with my own money. How cool is that! I worked hard to buy new phone replacing my iphone 5s which I already used for 3 years. I hope my new phone can be with me for 4 years long at least. Last but not least, I may missed one month update but I fulfilled my 2020 resolution which is to update this blog once a month :) I think 2021 gonna be the same goal because I don't think updating twice a month would be a great idea since I don't think my life is that great to have extraordinary thing happens everyday. I live a normal life which currently focusing on my student life and some hobbies. If I could travel every months perhaps I will be motivated to keep updating blog lol.
Well, I think that's enough hahaha. It is 10:31 am. I need to prepare for the next class. May 2021 would be a great year for all of us. Amin
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