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Fully vaccinated & a bit of life update

 Hello September! My fave month! I forgot to update last month....It's okay! Let's post twice this month hehe. From the title, I'm going to talk about two things. I'm fully vaccinated! Alhamdulillah. My first dose was on 28/7/2021 while my second dose was on 18/8/2021. Today marks 2 weeks after fully vaccinated! I can finally go out with feeling less anxious but still need to follow the sop. Living with covid they said is the new norms. Lowkey hope that my semester 6 will be at the campus. So, back to the vaccine topic...did I experienced any side effects? My first dose side effect just sore arm for a few days. It was so uncomfortable. Meanwhile, my second dose side effects were mild headache, sore arm and mild fever for 3 days. The fever was on and off, but thank God, it was bearable. Nothing much actually want to elaborate about the vaccination other than the date I got vaccinated and the side effects. So that's that.

A bit of life update huh? This is the last month of semester break. Will start my semester 5 next month. I'm not doing anything extravagant. Just living the same life everyday for the past two months of semester break. Aside from watching movies and dramas, I listen to music while looking through the window. I don't know what I felt so exhausting about? Is it the online classes? Is it my personal problem which been bothering me since June? I have no idea. I made a drastic decision by deactivating my Instagram because I need a break. Instagram overwhelmed me sometimes and make me compare my life with others. I know it's unhealthy that's why I temporarily made my account hidden. Plus, I think I feel like I wanted to be alone. I wanted everyone to leave me alone. I don't feel like connecting with people. I'm sick of people not being there when I need them but I always there when they need me. I was being unfair to myself. I hope this short break will make me feel better about myself and only focuses on myself.

I'm turning 23 soon but I feel like I'm not growing up. Sometimes I feel like my personality overwhelmed me. People around me grew up and got matured, meanwhile me? I'm still coward, short-tempered and over dramatic. I don't know anymore. I feel like I need to fix myself but how? T__T I think I need to stop talking about this. I really hope I will grow up soon. I hope this break from social media and away from phone could cleanse myself from any negative emotions and get myself back because I truly miss myself. 

I said I might post twice this month and probably it will be on my birthday. May I find peace in my healing journey. Amin. 

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