February is full of events!

 As the title said February is full of event. Today is 24 Feb. might as well wrapped everything today because I guess nothing extraordinary will happen the next 4 days. I started my first week of February with study week. Well, I can only recall watching one kdrama, our beloved summer. My first kdrama of the year! Then, a hectic 1 week and a half of final assessment. It was stressful although it has passed. I was sick when I answered Health Psychology paper. Me and aelspa (my group's name) didn't sleep the whole night to answer the paper (Health Psychology) because the duration of the paper was 24 hours. What a crazy experience. I also had a hard time answering Experimental Psychology because it was damn hard. I didn't know what I answered. It must be a terrible answer. Just thinking about the final assessment made my anxiety level increases. Well half of my February was full with exams and stress.

Then, I ordered 2 books for my self-reward. Unfortunately, both of them are still on the way. How frustrating! I watched Komi Can't Communicate season 1 and it's my first show after my semester ended. I love it! I cannot wait for the second season which I heard to be aired this April! How exciting! The two books that I ordered includes Vol 1 of the manga. That was impulsive of me! I didn't plan or see it coming! It's just this anime made me laugh and brings me joy so I decided to buy the manga for me to read during stressful week in semester 6. Hopefully the next two weeks the manga will be in my hand. Yup, I'm now collecting manga as well. I bet 2022 gonna be the year where I'm on manga phase. Actually I started collecting Horimiya manga last year and read the first volume last month. God, I cannot stress enough how that manga makes me blush and experience high school love story again. Unfortunately, I managed to collect 2 vol and I'm so stress because vol 3 and vol 4 were sold out everywhere! That's why I think I should try buying other mangas. I didn't know if I will be consistent in collecting these two series, I will update you, of course!

Phew, that was a long paragraph just talking about anime and manga! The next event, I worked part time for a few days in February. Yup, I couldn't believe myself too. I was desperate for money I guess. If Allah wills, I might be working tomorrow and the day after tomorrow as well. I actually can feel the exhaustion just by talking or thinking about work. Thank God, it's only part time job where I can choose when to work. I couldn't imagine working 12 hours for a month. I might go crazy. I just work for money. Hopefully, everything goes well. Can't wait for the days to be over because after that I might not going to accept any offer. First, covid cases are rising like crazy. I didn't want to get covid. I'm so scared of getting sick because I'm gonna be so weak and helpless. Second, I'm exhausted. Perhaps burnout from semester 5 which I didn't expect to be so mentally and physically exhausted than semester 4. I think, I shouldn't expect that it will get better next semester because I know it won't. Probably just pray that I will keep holding on. To make my burnout worse, the fact that next semester is still online learning, haih. 

Actually, there are more but some things didn't have to share publicly. I will just write in my personal diary then. Lately, I have been abandoning my diary. I have a lot to say but my hand couldn't keep up with holding pen longer than 10 minutes. My hand will ache and I don't know why. It's not like I never write before. My handwriting gets uglier day by day. Oh, I just realized that this is the most important event! I almost forgot to speak about booster shot! I received my booster shot on Wednesday, which is yesterday. So far, it was a good experience! Got mine done at a ppv! What an exciting environment! Luckily not many people there but yeah someone almost make a scene lol how hard it was for me to keep making straight face and thank God for the face mask! Yup, I know I was being nosy! Last night, I guess the booster side effects kicked in. I was in agony. I couldn't sleep properly. My left hand sore and automatically the whole body was sore too! I couldn't lift my finger! I think I almost got fever but I keep saying to myself "Don't get sick! Fight it!" as I need to go to work on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. It was hard to push me out of bed this morning. Not sure because I was physically in pain or perhaps I was dying inside. Now, I feel a bit better. I hope tomorrow it won't affect my job performance. 

Wow, it's been a while since I wrote 4 long paragraphs. Usually, I always lack of idea on what to write in this blog. Well, probably February is just full of events! Not sure if I'll be looking forward for Mac, but maybe my parcel will be what I'm looking forward to next month. I might update next month, we'll see. Until then, adios.