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Completed 6/8 semesters, feeling anxious for the final year.

Wow, almost 4 months of not giving life updates...Time flies and a lot of things happened. Most were unexpected things. Well, let's talk about my study first. I finished my last paper two days ago and I was supposed to feel happy as the burden lifted my shoulder. However, when I started to think about my final year, my mind suddenly feels disoriented, my breath feels short and the burden came back. I'd be lying if I said I'm not scared of the future. Well, I think it's normal to feel that way but as long as it didn't consume me very much. Hopefully, my thoughts won't destroy me. I had to retake my MUET examination during my final assessment. That week was the most miserable ever. I did my best and I can only pray for the best. This semester break also although quite longer than the previous sem break, I have to think about my fyp. Sigh. Studying becomes tougher and tougher. May Allah ease my journey amin amin.

Okay, what else to talk about? Well, just now I received an invitation to a friend's wedding reception. I'm at that age where to attend friends' wedding reception. That was my first invitation and I'm honored. I want to go and hopefully, I could make it. If I made it, I would share the experience here. Not gonna promise though. I think that's all. Bye. 

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