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Short staycation, currently in week 13, current mood.

Hi! It's January 20, 2022. This morning, I was supposed to finish introduction part in assignment 1 Psychological testing 1 however I don't feel like doing it so here I am updating the blog. I'm currently in week 13 and it feels like hell. There are 3 assignments, and 4 tests left for this semester. I don't know if I'm procrastinating or I'm taking my time and have some breaks by watching movies and YouTube in between the assignments. I literally do not want to push myself too much. Trying to stay sane in this insane period. I don't know what I'm doing anymore, what I want to know is I will finish this semester instead of this semester finishes me. Let's pray that I'll be able to get pass through this. This too shall pass. 

So 20 days into January, there's only two things that made this January feels like less hell. First one, we went staycation in 1 January. Well, it's only for one night but still a good escape! I spent a lot of time with my siblings, we played games, I brought book and finished a chapter, had fast foods and took a few good pictures. It feels good to be out of daily routine once in a while. Wish I could do it once a month but that's impossible. Okay next, my book is finally arrived! I bought a book from bookdepository last December and it took 21 days to arrive fuh I don't want to get through those anxious feelings because of waiting again but the price is cheaper than kino and also it's free shipping! I don't know, bookdepository will always be my last resort. Hopefully, I can find extra money so that I can buy from kino instead huhu.

I think I just summarized my 20 days of January. The rest was just living my routine. Nothing special. Hopefully I will get through these stressful weeks! That's all! 


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