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Hi! It's January 20, 2022. This morning, I was supposed to finish introduction part in assignment 1 Psychological testing 1 however I don't feel like doing it so here I am updating the blog. I'm currently in week 13 and it feels like hell. There are 3 assignments, and 4 tests left for this semester. I don't know if I'm procrastinating or I'm taking my time and have some breaks by watching movies and YouTube in between the assignments. I literally do not want to push myself too much. Trying to stay sane in this insane period. I don't know what I'm doing anymore, what I want to know is I will finish this semester instead of this semester finishes me. Let's pray that I'll be able to get pass through this. This too shall pass.  So 20 days into January, there's only two things that made this January feels like less hell. First one, we went staycation in 1 January. Well, it's only for one night but still a good escape! I spent a lot of time wit...

 Hola! Buenas Noches! It's December. On the previous post, I said I would review Notion in November, Unfortunately, I didn't manage to do it. I was so freaking busy last month even though it was only in the beginning of the semester. Crazy how chaotic my life is right now. Luckily, tonight I finished my class earlier and got some free times on my hands and decided to update the blog. Actually, I planned to update the blog next week but I suppose I can't wait any longer. Not that I'm too excited to talk about Notion but I feel like writing something today. I did a lot of writing today. Before, I wrote on my physical journal or diary and it was so so painful to let it out but comforting at the same time. I am still in my healing journey btw. I won't talk about the painful stuff here because I am able to control myself now so she is neutral now. Let's use this neutral state to do something beneficial and talk about beneficial things. As the title say, Notion review...

It's October! Which means my 3 months of semester holiday will come to an end soon. Actually, I thought my class started this week. Well, it turns out next week. Not sure what to feel about an 'extra' holiday. I suppose I'm not feeling eager about it as well, it's just that I'm sick of my own thoughts. I have lots of time to kill so I can't help to not overthink. I said I was in a healing period, wasn't I? I did experience bad days some time and it's killing me. I guess the way to end the suffocation is by sleeping. Luckily, the problem didn't appear in my dreams. I'm not gonna talk much about this because this is a public diary so why should I? So I think I answered my own question on 'How do I feel about starting semester 5 a.k.a third year?' I will try to make times updating blog every month. I don't want to promise but I will try my best. The next one is Notion. From what I can recall, I already made a Notion account not so lo...

 As I promised before, two posts this month because I have to talk about my birthday, right? The title said "One of the best birthdays of my life". I hope this is the correct title. My 23rd birthday is one of the best birthdays I've ever had. I'm so thankful that God gives me a happy feeling on that day. It started by a birthday wish from one of my precious friends. He called to wish me. I expected that but I'm still surprised that he remembers. He just made a better start of my day :) I met Catherine, my former co-worker because she asked me to come. I'm so glad that we're still keep in touch. I felt so appreciated when she wished me "happy birthday" and also was kind enough to give me a present and pocket money. Oh God, Please protect her, grant her strength and may You shower her with joy and happiness. She deserves the world.  I received a lot of warm wishes from my friends and I felt so so blessed and grateful for them. This year was even ...

 Hello September! My fave month! I forgot to update last month....It's okay! Let's post twice this month hehe. From the title, I'm going to talk about two things. I'm fully vaccinated! Alhamdulillah. My first dose was on 28/7/2021 while my second dose was on 18/8/2021. Today marks 2 weeks after fully vaccinated! I can finally go out with feeling less anxious but still need to follow the sop. Living with covid they said is the new norms. Lowkey hope that my semester 6 will be at the campus. So, back to the vaccine topic...did I experienced any side effects? My first dose side effect just sore arm for a few days. It was so uncomfortable. Meanwhile, my second dose side effects were mild headache, sore arm and mild fever for 3 days. The fever was on and off, but thank God, it was bearable. Nothing much actually want to elaborate about the vaccination other than the date I got vaccinated and the side effects. So that's that. A bit of life update huh? This is the last m...

 Oh my, I just realized that I didn't update anything in 4 months??? The last post was about semester break! Now, I'm currently on my semester break hahahaha. Well, I think from this 4 months of hiatus you can tell how occupied I was. I couldn't find time to update this blog. If I had time, I spent it on catching my breath and sometimes reading. Speaking of  reading, my reading progress was not like what I planned. I meant, I read 1 book in May and June. Nonetheless, I am still reading and proud of it. You did well, dear self!  Okay, back to the title. Sem 4 in a nutshell. I personally think semester 4 is the worst online semester ever. I don't think I will excel this semester like the past two semesters and I am ready to accept that. My lecturers are not being considerate. Yeah not all but most of them. I will remember all of it. I am not interested on elaborating what I just said. So yeah let's move on. Because the title itself stated in a nutshell so there you go...

Last post, I was rambling on finals. This time, it's about semester break. Well, my life cycle is currently like this until I finally graduate. I am not whining, I'm enjoying it while I can. I will never feel bored of looking forward to semester break and planning on what to do. I wonder if I have a secure job, will I have time for dramas and books? Just thinking about it, make my heart aches. I planned to watch 3 kdramas and read 3 books this month. So, what's the progress? Well, I finished 2 kdramas hahahaha. It was quite impressive actually. I watched Crash Landing On You and Do you like Brahms?. Both dramas are unique in their own ways. Worth the hype and I really enjoyed watching them. On another note, I finished The Originals season 4 too. Took me 2 days and I gave it 5 stars. The last episode tears me up. My Mikealson siblings deserve better. Although, this season made my perceptions of Elijah kind of negative but I still love him. HUHUHHU why am I crying over ficti...